UntitledOctober 15th1:21 A.M.I don't know where to begin.I don't know what to do.1:26 A.M.Have you lost as much sleep as I have?Are you tired too?1:39 A.M.I fell asleep last night with your letters by my side.I never gave up on you.1:42 A.M.Was it wrong of me to think I could keep you?1:44 A.M.I always thought this feeling would be mine alone.1:46 A.M.You're everything to me.I'm nothing you.It's plain and simple, really.1:55 A.M.They said you weren't coming back.I didn't want to believe them, I wanted to hear it from you.2:06 A.M.Are you still here?2:07 A.M.I can't find you.2:11 A.M.I thought I lost you somewhere among the twistsAnd the turnsAnd the dead ends.But you were never really there at all.2:16 A.M.So I'll burn all my bridges and leave this all behind.I'll erase every smile and take back every sigh.2:29 A.M.I won't stop until I can breathe you in again.2:38 A.M.This is it.This is what being helpless feels like.And I don't like it one bit.2:56 A.M.
Without YouAs I sit here all aloneAn emptiness insideI wish that you were here with meTo tell me not to cryTo wipe the tear drops from my cheekAnd to whisper in my earTo tell me that you love meAnd that there's nothing left to fearBut you are gone, will you come back?This is something I need to know.So I can hold up my head highAnd continue with this showYou hold everything together.Even though you don't think it's true.But without you here it falls apart,And I don't know what to do.I pretend that I am strongAs I go from day to dayBut this emptiness is crushing meAs my world starts to decaySo please just come back nowAnd tell me not cryI can't live my life without youI know because I've tried.
I Miss YouThe closest I get is in my dreams,so I am eager for the day's end.Nothing's worth anything unless you are here.So I hurry and say goodnight. This isn't as desperate as it seems. While on memory I do depend; I know I can live without you near. But I'll hurry and say goodnight. They tell me it's time for me to move on, but what does that even mean? I refuse to forget the love that we shared, so I hurry and say goodnight. It may not be right, but who are they to tell me it's wrong? Maybe I don't know what I need. But this distance between us just isn't fair. My every day is your eternal night.